Friday, December 21, 2012

Hereditea

A guava tree, a chiku tree and a mango tree – all three planted by my grandfather. The mango tree provided the little corridor between the building and the fencing wall with shade, and of course  ‘Kairies’ (raw mangoes) and lots of disputes on the ownership of the mangoes themselves. The chiku tree was a beautiful tree, not very tall and kind of rounded with rounded leaves. It never bore fruit and yet it served as a beautiful backdrop for many a family photo. The guava tree was a delight! Anybody who has been around one knows that it is a very sturdy tree with yellow-brown rounded stems and branches. It is strong and flexible enough to bear the weight of 4-5 children using it as their play haven. We swung from its upper branches, walked on its lower ones, reclined on its stem and devoured the fruit.

            This little corridor between my grand parent’s house, (Nani ka ghar) and the boundary of the middle class building in a suburb of Bombay was home to many Spiderman, WW III and star trek games. When we were not wreaking havoc or saving the world we were laying on a bed, under a row of windows that opened into this passage. We didn’t sleep and yet we were never awake.  Mausi (aunt), Nani (grand ma), bhaiya (elder brother and in this case my cousin), Mummy and I – all of us together, on one bed – at ease and comfortably listening to the radio kept on the windowsill. Those were days, just days, not summers, not hours but days where time stood still and budged only because Nani wanted her chai.

            Neem trees, majestic neem trees were planted all over the external affairs hostel. Delhi needs big trees to shield the earth from the harsh summer sun and Neem was particularly useful to the residents of the EA hostel. Known as an insect repellent, the branches of this tree were used for packing and storing woollens. We lived in the deluxe suite. Probationers usually had to just do with a room, balcony and a bathroom. Being married had its privileges, and a kitchen was indeed a privilege. The kitchen itself was a little more than a hole in the wall with a drainpipe running through the ‘cuddappah stone’ platform and yet it was a hotbed of culinary experiments. Instant noodles, omelets, instant rasgullas, and many many a dish gone awry formed our staple diet then. We sipped our morning tea with the ‘Times of India’ as we sat on plastic chairs in the balcony overlooking the hostel playground, and in the evenings we were either out for a soiree or catching up with friends. I spent the afternoons lying on the bed under a row of windows that opened above a couple of Neems. Oprah and Jerry Seinfeld kept me company. On weekends after a hearty brunch and before the customary stroll to India-Gate the afternoons had their own tedium. In summers we were already sweaty and it didn’t matter and in winters we needed it, so as dutiful newly weds we let passion rule and worked up some sweat to fill in the gap until it was time for a cuppa. I finally understood why dreams are made up of a ‘cozy apartment’ – so that we live in constant companionship. Giving each other ‘our own space’ was an alien concept early on in our marriage.

            The bonsai like trees and other fauna made the university campus a charming place to be in. He did his thing and I did mine. He studied, while I watched MASH or Friends or cooked, adding ‘dum murgh’ and ‘keema’ to my culinary repertoire. After lunch I would go in with a book to lie on the bed under the window that didn’t open. The glass panes in this foreign land just slid from one end to another. The sky looked beautiful from our 9th floor apartment. The swivel and creak of the chair meant he was still studying. Invariably, after some time, I would here those familiar sounds; the whirr of a chair being pushed aside and the swishes of his long strides. Soon he would slump down beside me – face down and tired after having studied for eight hours already. It was not a bed that could house three generations. It was a bed where we had to draw an invisible line to keep ourselves comfortable or else we would be rolling in to each other’s ‘spaces’ or falling to the ground. It was a delicate balance that we maintained and lost. Invariably, a quick kiss and a wrinkling of the nose meant it was time for ‘nai cha’ (milk tea). Time was encapsulated.
           
           Potted flowers and Christmas trees dot the diplomatic compound we live in. our modest apartment has a view of the city’s main artery. Buzzing traffic and glittering lights can be seen through a row of tall trees. Life for me is rounding up it is not linear anymore. I can’t save the world and I haven’t wreaked havoc yet. It’s vacation time and mummy is here visiting us for a few months and life is good. He is flipping the pages of an (un) important ‘White paper’, Mummy and I are chatting while the baby makes music. She bangs everything, claps her hand, coos and then giggles. I tickle her, he makes a funny face and mummy nudges her playfully. Winnie the Pooh rules. Not Superman, Oprah or Alan Alda - but the Pooh reigns this afternoon under the window that slides.

            Like the popular song ‘Turn, Turn, Turn” my life is turning. “There’s a time for everything/a time to live/a time to die/ for everything there is a season….”

            It’s the season for life to come full circle. Mummy, him, baby and myself together. Three generations (and a marriage) on one bed. Not sleeping and not awake, living striving and coping. Chai anyone?
            

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Gags and Fags

Freedom of speech?? We all love it as long as it isn't our babies crying out. No no no, those little things need us as pacifiers but what do we do??  We stuff them up with a silicone gag order coz that prat is 3 days old and that is what is going to make him value the freedom of speech. Rein him in. He/She is going to have to deal with silicone breasts as an adult, might as well stuff a silicone teat down his gullet. Practice and all that.

Yeah yeah I know young parents are under duress and it is all PC to put your older kid on a leash and walk him like a dog, as if falling down is going to scar him for life, and safety? you can't be that much of a nutter that your 15 month old can out run you out of bounds. But hey I am PC so


Now can someone explain Christmas stress to me??? Why do people have to attend parties 3 weeks before Christ's birthday and why do they have to dress their kids in fair isle sweaters and why does Santa have to get like real outlandish stuff for the children?? Poor fellow.


We don't stress him out. We're just happy with him getting a new calendar or a Spiderman bowl and chocolates aplenty. As a kid, all I did for Christmas was help out all the (neighbourhood) Christian aunties in their kalkal making. Someone kneaded the dough, whilst someone else baked a cake or was irate about not being invited to see the snake skinning 3 days ago.




For hours on end, we'd have country music playing and I'd be rolling dough on forks listening to adult conversation complete with cussing, dogs barking and smoke billowing. Man! if a breed knows to cuss, it is the Anglo-Indian community of India. They combine the best of the English swear words with the worst ones in Hindi, add a verb or two and ha!! you get a loaded, juicy swear word you can never un-hear.  ZAS9P48A3TNH . My favourite aunties were fantastic smokers. They smoked bidis at home.




Yes in nylon skirts, and stretch blouses, with flip flops they worked around the house with curlers in their hair and bidis between their fingers, these women  talked and talked and laughed heartily. They taught me that it was okay to say what one felt, and it was better if you could make it funny, that babies should cry and dogs should be allowed to run around unleashed. But more than that, they showed me that Christmas wasn't about a present or two, or about stress. It was about getting family and friends together, praying, laughing and getting drunk.

Merry Christmas everyone!



Wednesday, November 21, 2012

In juices upto my neck

I've been sick this past week and it was partly because of that (and the husband's stellar care), I could open this blog and learn how blogs work etc. Now being sick is horrible especially when you're having the itch to run. The wind in your face, shoe laces opening up every now and then, the happy feeling that you get when your sports bra becomes roomier, and the jiggling of the under belly. I love that. It gives me a sense, that all the jiggling will reduce it. Losing belly fat makes you healthier, right?


What I don't get is women obsessing about their behinds. I just don't get it. It is behind you. You don't see it unless you really want to and if you're like me, you don't. Others can't see it either, unless you turn around to walk away and then it doesn't matter. And yet, women keep on and on about the size of their bums, some men too. Here I have to tell you about the Israeli security guy in Taiwan. He used to carry a gun, was very very fit and all muscular and lean all that, in slick mafioso kind of shiny suits and he used to be so conscious of his behind, that to me, it was as if he had an invisible mirror in front of him and he was constantly checking out his own bottom. He walked like that. You saw his face and it was as if neurons would tell you to check out his derriere. And really, there is sth. very wrong in preferring to talk to a person's bum than his face.


Anyways so about the women who care how they look in a turnstile.....


Can you ladies just stop??? It doesn't matter. What matters is the neck. No one talks about women's necks. How they annoy us, at-least me. Between a fat neck and a fat bottom, I'll take the latter. Once I'm  face to face with someone, my voluptuousness is no issue, but a lack of jaw line? the not so cute honey boo boo chin? well it makes me all self conscious. Yet, with so many ideas on how to get a skinny butt, the best the fitness gurus can come up for the neck is kiss the ceiling. OMG!!!! Tilt your head up and blow kisses at the ceiling. Blah....


Having had an upcoming third chin, and rolls of fat forming at the base of my neck, I'll tell you this, skipping and running are the only and most effective ways to tone the face and neck.  It gets your face muscles all tightened up.......now if you don't want to believe moi, let me tell you the skipping tip comes to me directly from Ms. Campbell, the model  who finds herself in a soup ever so often.



So yes, about me wanting to get back to strapping my 20RMB pink sports watch and running around the  block, well it'll take a fortnight for me to recover. Good news? My mom has just done a 16 hour train trip and has come to take care of me. She knows I don't own a juicer, so she brought hers along with a huge box of oranges, sweet limes and pomegranates and apples! How cool a mum is that?



So tell me about your exercise addiction, sweet things your mum has done for you and if a fat neck ever bothered you!.


Smilingly yours

Ladli Begum

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Let's start at the beginning

it's a very good place to start!



So we're here! Me the pampered lass - read my name - a lover of all things fine and beautiful, all creatures great and small and I laugh till I guffaw, love to dance........



talk, talk, laugh, explore my spirituality, dig into my sexuality, but I lurrrve handmade stuff. I love great weaves, the silks, the wools, knitting, embroidery, fabrics and then there's jewellery, the thing, it's story, how and why it was created and how I acquired it..........for that sometimes people call me the Maharani



I say Gilded as charged!! What say you?

Smilingly yours

Ladli Begum